No, not like an exciting and terrible sexual affair, and no! Not even like in sports and utilizing steroids. Not even paying someone smarter than me to ace the ACT!
I'm just cheating myself out of practice in the name of WATCHING ANIME.
Truly I have come full circle.
I don't mind because I am accustomed to wallowing in my laziness and lack of initiative. It doesn't hurt that FMA is rather brilliantly made and I could creen on and on about everything.
A downside though, I suppose, is that I keep hearing random Japanese in my head from all this.
May it end soon, for I am even mistaking English for it.
have you noticed how after my depressing serious journal i bury it with a lot of rambling and tons of media intake? cause i have, and that's kind of sad 
Sta.sh
Big Grin 
for the favour you's granted me work 
